a vague apology

i cannot begin to connect the dots for you

cannot create constellations of my mess of emotions and thoughts

i am not like the stars

constant and sure

there for you every night

even if hidden behind clouds of pollution

all i can do is feel sorry

sorry for what i’ve done

hadn’t done

sorry  for being the worst person

sorry for just…

being.

-A.J.C

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a vague apology